well, i spent a long time yesterday crying. my poor hubby! he has to deal with me and all my craziness. honestly, i’m not feeling any better today, but it’s so nice to know that he’s there for me, no questions asked.
the high point and probably a good way to end the night was that we filed our taxes right under the wire. i had to redo a portion of our return and by some miracle of god we DON’T have to pay like i thought we would! instead of paying almost $300 like it had originally turned out, we are getting back over $1000! i don’t know why it turned out that way but i’m certainly not going to question it.
the weather here is dreary now, which i think is contributing to my feeling of depression. i need to paint (i have two gallery shows next month) and i need to work. neither are things i really feel like doing. i kind of just want to curl up into a ball and hide away for a while. maybe just until i start feeling happier.
